STAY AWAY from me!

…I mean, be A MAN!

He is pissing me off, almost everyday.


To admire someone is just normal. Of course, human as we are, we need to feel those feelings shared by two opposite sex.


And when a person admires you for your character, beauty or whatever it is, its normal. Showing your admiration for that person is quite acceptable, and those people deserve to be treated well for their being real (if its real). Sharing your thoughts with other person is really irrelevant to be questioned when we need someone whom we could share a talk. We need someone to talk to and share our troubles.


But if the who likes you is acting like a shadow of you and advertising such stuff telling it to the public – sort of sending gm is another way of showing foolishness.


I suggest that you better keep those thoughts to yourself. I mean, be A MAN.


It’s so stupid that you are advertising such stupidity to your friends while I can’t take that craziness anymore.


I have my man and no one can change that thought in me either mentally or emotionally.


I can assure that I won’t mind that person at all.


But, what I am afraid of is that one day; I could utter words which aren’t supposed to come out from my mouth. I am afraid that time will come that I could no longer control my temper cause I’m full. I can’t assure that I’ll be nice to you and treat you as a mankind. I don’t know if I could still be gentle in my words if that day comes.

1:26

A minute and 26 seconds of talking with him. My doubt and anger started to disappear the moment He answered my call at 10:35pm.

I was thinking when you sent him back to me, it’s gonna be an another start for the two of us. I can’t say that it’s not what I expect, but I could feel that something bad is going on. ( Basin feeler ra kaau ko to jump into conclusion:D)

For weeks of feeling this bitterness I asked myself, does everything is still the same?

I’m not numb! Maybe this is just a “feeling”, and I was hoping that on the next days it would change. But everyday, it’s getting worst! Why can’t he tell me what’s wrong?! Whenever we had our conversation, he seems to be like in hurry.

I trust him, YES.

I love him still.

That’s why I just can’t walk away with him

-and if this a mess? I love to be in this mess ‘til it hurts no more:(